so devouring but its only i who can feel this not a granted wish but a unwanted pain another razor felt thought just cutting me apart just nail me back into my coffin if this you cannot take such as i in the prolonging years could this curse still be here? fearing that maybe one day, this might draw me out into the sun and burn away like a bloodsucker so crazed by my own personal hell and driven to suicide? be that as it may, do i have the power to overcome it all to survive? with difficulty i can only try to fight this i wont let this **** me....