so devouring but its only i who can feel this
not a granted wish but a unwanted pain
another razor felt thought just cutting me apart
just nail me back into my coffin if this you cannot take such as i
in the prolonging years could this curse still be here?
fearing that maybe one day, this might draw me out into the sun
and burn away like a bloodsucker
so crazed by my own personal hell and driven to suicide?
be that as it may, do i have the power to overcome it all to survive?
with difficulty i can only try to fight this
i wont let this kill me....