closing myself back into my coffin of festering emotions
I'll carve your name into me
until the day it will forever remain on my tombstone
i want to keep you but I'm afraid
i don't want to let your death be another razor cutting me
your mine but this paranoia makes it hard to believe
help me see through this painful lie
your not doing this but I'm creating it
i don't intend to still I'm only hurting myself
through it all, toward the end
I'm weak and hopeless
covered in scars i made for you
your there listening every i word i speak through a stifled sob
softly comfort me with your undying love
believing in your truth i run into your arms
countless times we say i love you
in the end of this raging battle you never surrender
knowing your fighting for me