Third time in life you've broken my heart
Not caring if the shards are lost
I'd cry but i would be weak and spoiled
I turn to punch my plaster wall but my fist recoils back to my chest to rest on my heart
The rapid beating stops and starts
I breathe hard
My gasps are loud
They echo behind the door
I would scream for help but my throat is sore
Every word ive ever wanted to speak is taken from behind my teeth
All i needed to say to the one i dont deserve
Ill let my anxiety take over and watch my new scars burn
Sometimes i wish to disappear
Because my words mean nothing
They are filled with fear
I have no one here to make me feel okay
You've broken my heart
The record
For making me live this day
For the breaking object that I've willingly gave
For the one you carelessly tossed back
For the one that was put to shame
For the one who was called stupid
For the one who didnt want to hear what everyone wanted to say
For the one who should've listened
To cupid's crooked arrow
Call me out right now and tell me
Why i cant have you de-spell me
And make me forget my last heart ache...i hope
This new world i can never cope
Say my name again
I fear...
That never again will anyone be here