As i hear youre name
My stomach turns to ash
That sickening feeling that will forever last
I love you...but you've lost my trust and my feelings
You've lost my want to care
You've killed my motivation of trying to get you back
You stare
You stare right through me the same way you stared through my heart made of transparent glass
A displeasing look i give you
You dont care
A friendship with you isn't meant to last
A friendship shouldn't last when youre selfish and cold
When you could care less if i needed you or if i died
For everytime ive cried ive died over and over again because i cant stand knowing that you will never convince me that you care
Im sick
Sick of seeing you and afraid all at once at the stranger you've become
An angry poem this will be
I love you....but you dont love me