My depression lashes out in his rage; My body wears the scars of my brain. He grows like ivy round my rib cage He exists in all I write, every refrain My body cradles him like a mere child, Nurturing him 'til he beats me for strength. I teach him to poison every smile He tells me that all of my hatred makes sense He tells me I'm unwanted, unloved There's a teardrop every time that I blink And his signature on my arm in blood I can't be me, he won't let me think He will taunt me until my dying breath For the best imitator of life is death