I wish i was dead man
Perhaps my red eyes would be spared the pain
To me the stars are the eyes of the fallen warriors
And my eyes should be acting as the stars than weeping over a laissie

I still can't believe I was blind all this time
Blinded by my own words thinking it is all God's doings man
But then this has never been God's grace
No God approves of such extent of agony
But you my love brought me down instead of lifting me up

In my thoughts I always thought of u
I always told a farytale and even thought of uttering it to my unborn children
Funny to me their mother was you
Why did I love unconditionally when the results would be unnecessarily burdensome

I lied to myself man I lied thinking that some day the world would be a better place with me and you living in a well fed home like Queen Elizabeth I thought I was telling the truth just like Sister Abigail always said
With you I had the whole world but now it is all shattered for reason I can't even come to conclusions with

The stars shine in the sky
The are draped in the dark but still shine
But you can't even shine in the light
My love I call it quits now I am done uttering lies that binds us in my thoughts