i see my brothers and sisters
at a funeral that is my own
crying crocodile tears
cause their glad that im gone

its no surprise
im not
disappointed
nor am i sad to leave

for i plan to travel oceans
rather then
cry
lakes that im deceased
or ill  visit god
if there is one
my "family" is already the past
none of this haunting business
there is nothing i miss to go back


so ill visit my best friend
nautika whom i love
will use our old nick names cheesecake and dove
i have her and she me
forever living in paradise
we will be