Used to next to nothing. Silver spoon is rusting. Growing where life doesn't. Giving in at adolescence. I am not confessing, Because I need a blessing. Restless mind is wrestling, Disregarding outward dressing. No importance on impressing Those who do not see an essence. Patient soul is resting, Cannot hear Her presence. Disregarding life at present, Waiting for a train in hestitance. Debating on destination residence, My inner wisdom holds the key to evidence. Still, I flounder, lost magnificence. A train somewhere, awaits my service. Passenger to Somewhere, No need to get so nervous.