I laugh instead of crying
because it doesn't hurt again
and again
and if it did I couldn't stand it,
id leave my family and be abandoned,
so I just try live past it,
but its easier said than done
when everyone you know expects a joke,
and youre stuck inside your head,
when you realize your the joke
because you made your friends who don't hate it
but youre locked in tight to a happy little joke
because none of them want to play with a broken boy
who will never quite make it