I'm only
second choice
at best.

Better than the worst
but never do I win.

It's nice,
I guess.
Knowing that at least
I'm there...

This should probably be
concerning
but I cant find time to care.
Butterflies are visiting                                                            
for the first time in a while.                                                            
And I like it.                                                            
Vulnerability is taking over
but I dont want to stop.

So I won't.