we lost you in April during the rains it was as if the sky was grieving we lost you right before the blooms that awake during the crisp morning we lost you, and it is April again they speak to you now in silence and in memory we lost youβ¦yes maybe physically but, I see you during the spring where life is full and lush I see you in the cardinals they fly free in ribbons of gold this is where I see you among blue hydrangeas