There was no way to go out of awkward moment,
when you had a plan and felt pretty sure that you'll make it,
and you did not.
You just realized that you are a stranger now, and what you have to do is adapt to the current situation, but you still have choices.
Adapt, or go away from his life.
Forgive, or keep this to annoy you every single time.

There is a cycle you couldn't agree more.