During the day My mind is boxes Each part locked away carefully One box for sadness Another for pain But the happiness box up front For everyone to see Even when Iām only pretending Every part of the day Packed gently away Every pain, every sorrow, every new wound Tightly sealed off Until later In the quiet safe emptiness of my room All of it is unpacked Carefully unwrapped and reviewed At night my mind comes undone And the boxes disappear into the jumble of emotion Slowing being ****** into the deep blackness That lives in the farthest back box In the deepest depth of my mind Its own box, a bit too small to contain it As it consumes everything around Emptying the happiness box ******* the laughter container dry Until morning breaks once more And the boxes return to disguise the darkness Shoving the hollow happiness box in the front And hiding the bursting dark box in the back The masks returns once more And my mind is in boxes