nora stretches her arms like flowers she is a tiny fighter who grew from dry dirt
she has been hurt by men who said they would protect her green stem and then cracked her open when they ripped her from the ground she took her wounds with pluck and let her sap guts bleed transient liquid interiors never tasted so tranquil
nora doesn’t seem like the type who cuts tick marks along the lines of her floral spine out of self pity
but maybe out of fury she is a tiger lily freckled cheeks and hair like a sunset she is obstinate to make progress nora wants to **** her sickness she still has a dark scar on her shoulder from the day she tumbled down the stairs would have died at his hands if her shoulder didn’t get caught between the railing balusters after being almost killed by a man who tried to crack her open like so many beer bottle caps nora collapsed in the quiet desperation of what he had left of her family screaming pity the fool who ever taught me to love the devil and call him a father
she wants to escape the laughter of her classmates pigeon holed in a tiny body nora wants to escape her life too often for repose she wants to close the door and hide huddled in the bath tub waiting for the storm to pass but she has not met many calm eyes and she cannot seem to escape the storms that pass through her like a spring in tornado alley some days nora feels like dorothy and she wears her red shoe escape plan in the blood tick marks she leaves on her arms and legs each knife and razor blade she uses to hack herself apart reminds her there are other ways to crush pain and she begins to realize she can't run and hide but she can fight
nora does not beg for mercy she waits every day she takes another step down the yellow brick road leaving lilies in her wake crawling up with hope through every stone she will not be worth only the pain she counts in fives on her skin blushing like burnt red cheeks she hasn’t slept easy this past year but she watches the sun rise with the consolation of how little she summons tears these days of each stone she grows over trampling her fears with heels like roots curled around boulders nora will survive tomorrow understand her worth in the snaking path of flowers she’ll turn around to stare down at growing in the wake of her progress