If you don't love me anymore
Just tell me
If things got bored
Just hold me
If our story is not meant to be
I'll let you go

But if I let you go
Mind if I tell you this?
Hummingbirds become flocks of crow
Skies go dark and the winds are cold
As the sun grew dimmer
And the land grew pale

As my whole world came down crashing
As flashbacks ran through my mind
Your friends still laughing
Because I was not always fine

The rush of emotions
The guilt,the regrets
The moments I should have took
No,I'm just useless
No matter where I look

The pandemonium inside of me
The screams
The whispers
For all I had left
Is my memory with you

But I wore a mask
Just to hide
Hide the tears that came flowing
The scratches painted through my skin
and swollen fists when I fought walls

Bathe myself with alcohol
Just waiting for you to call
But I guess I will never get it
and never even think about it

For I will never be okay
Perhaps not today
But when I'll get over you
I don't even have a clue