my daily regimen, focused, intense, a pugilistic kata of the tongue, in preparation for our oral fence, run laps around ideas, expand lungs,
my visualization of that day-- we spar with strikes and parries, counterstrikes, in reasonings' most ****** kumite, my verbal knuckles down her oral pikes,
so armed with good reasons to reconcile, arriving at the place where she should be, she proves to be so much more versatile absent, my wasted versatility,
i cannot win with passion or with rage, a lover's heart which simply won't engage