You ask me how I am,
My answer's always the same,
"Really I'm fine" I say,
Yet I hide my wall of shame.

The shame that comes from your friend,
The one you have no idea about,
The one I might desire to be with,
But in our relationship, there's no way out.

It's because you'd make me feel guilty,
The things you do for me leaves me in lust,
It's hard for me to tell you how I'm feeling,
So it's with you I stay, I must.

My feelings are complicated,
I hold them for him and for you,
It's hard to choose because none of you I love,
Yet it leaves me being blue.

Our relationship isn't going anywhere,
Our lips have never touched,
You seem to hold back, as if I didn't deserve your love,
But our minds are always clutched.