I love you, because
when I'm with you, time stands still, my thoughts freeze, my heart feels warm and for a second, I believe that nothing exists, not my sorrow or pain or anything that makes my head hurt and my chest collapse
and I find that sad
I find that depressing
because you're always going to leave me
and love a bunch of people who don't deserve you
and come around when they leave
it's always going to be this way
but what you don't know is
I get the urge to ask you to stay, to tell you I don't need the therapy people offer and that I only need you
I have no idea why I seem to forgive you and take you back as you are after all the hurt you put me through
maybe because I have a soft spot for you
maybe just maybe, you've been messing me up a while back but I choose to keep you near
don't ever leave because you feel like you're causing me a heartache
don't ever leave when you get bored
don't ever leave when the person you prefer over everyone shows you the tiniest bit of attention
don't leave me behind, not again
stay here and
I would lay down with you for hours on end if that means I make your mind gaze into happiness and make your heart race too
just friends, though
just friends