it's all in my head... you'll never feel the same way
I can't explain it
it's not love, it's not hate
it's comfort and pain, you give me both and I can't help but ask for more
you're my pain and my remedy
my joy and my misery
you are the ink on my papers, you live in between my lines
you keep me going
and you make me want to drop everything and stop
stop trying, stop being there
stop writing you words that you'll never read
you're a mouthful of fresh air
'you filled my lungs with sweetness and my head with you'
but now you're only suffocating me and I can't think straight anymore

- can't keep you close, can't let you go