Dear ex boyfriend. I am not your safety net to fall back on whenever girls don't want to talk to you. I have a life of my own to live. Dear high school boys. I am not a doll for you to play with when you're bored then toss aside before someone notices. God forbid boys are seen playing with a doll right? Dear mother. I am not your punching bag to verbally and physically abuse when you get irritated. Sorry for being born I guess. Dear grandmother. I am not nor will I ever be the perfect christian girl you want me to be. The heart wants what it wants. Dear self. I am not paper so don't cut me, I am not in court so don't judge me, I am not evil so don't hate me... Please?