It is often difficult to pick oneself up after a tumble. Especially when the gravity of the world matches the gravity of the situation, all you can do sometimes is allow yourself to fall, to your knees, eyes skyward, but nobody is promised a God ****** thing in life other than the fact that deep down, hidden and ignored, there is a power for survival. A need to carry on, if only to spit in the faces of fools and the world and say, "You're ****** right I'm still here." and no matter how shredded how tattered how worn our hearts become, they still beat and burn and stand up against the world. But, We must never forget the ones to whom the world got first.