every laugh, every smile you make at her is piercing pain to me every glance you make every hug, sharpens the knife slowly but surely your love for her kills me or is it my love that kills me the fact that i love you the fact that you don't love me the excruciating pain that comes with love crippling me to the point of no return yet I still love, Tell me why? tell me why i care? i will never solve the mystery the story that pulls me in every time. love is crippling and it wont go away.