I am a man who can stand on my own two feet! Since I met my best friend and my daughters mom, it has made me weak! I thought I was strong and could almost do anything! But the day I lost her love is the day I felt the worse sting! I never thought I could cry so many tears! Especially after all the hard times I've been through in the years! I would do anything to just get her back so we can be a family! She's the only one who I always keep near me! If I could turn back time, I'd do it all better! I would definitely cut out the part where I mention that my blood is redder! We all make mistakes and we all grow up! Some people don't but still have love and that's messed up! I have changed my life in so many ways! That's how I know that I will be happy, it's just a matter of days! Maybe a bit longer and that is okay! Because the next time I have true love, I'm not going to let it get away! God bless you all and please send me a prayer! I am going to just keep trying and in the meantime I will be right here!