I have lost direction,
In every aspect of life,
In every part of my being,
My soul,
My heart,
My will.
I have lost it all trying to please
Everyone else but me,
Trying to do what they want from me,
And not what I want for me.
I'm sick of playing games,
But it's hard to say game over,
When you don't know whether you win or you lose.
It's a 50/50 chance,
All or nothing,
The scariest of them all.
I have lost direction trying to keep myself from the fall,
I have lost direction trying to stay safe from the storm,
I have lost direction living for other beings than me,
I have lost direction by not being me.