From the start, even when
we were still friends
I wanted to make you experience
pure bliss
After hearing all the harm and injustice
done to you by the world,
from the day you were born,
my goal was to be your silver lining,
be your guardian angel since,
you told me you believe in them

Despite this, you still broke me,
replaced me with someone else
My anger and bitterness
wants you to fall
but deep inside my soul
I still care
and it is frustrating,
makes me question
if I am still under your spell
or if my kindness is my curse

I thought it would be to my delight
to watch you burn, be abhorred
but delight isn't what I feel
it is actually frustration
If I could ask you one final question
What did you do to yourself?
I guess the toughest thing I have to say
I hope you would be happy
despite having someone who fulfills
your wants, not what you really need