"Listen,
I'm sorry for trying to be myself
for trying to please you
or asking for some help.
I apologize for ever wanting to try
but I still tried to be who you wanted
it makes me cry and cry.
Do you know how it feels to never be loved?
Wait no of course not.
You've always put yourself above."
**p.s. all I've ever wanted was love and approval too
but soon I'll be happy
I'm officially through