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Shelby Mccrary
Poems
May 2017
PTSD
You destroyed my life and gave me mental issues you made my young life hell.
The damage you did tried to destroy my future.
Every day I went to hell and back because of you.
how cruel could you be?
I may forgive but I'll never forget.
you made me hate my life and I wanted to die and that just made me cry as I fell asleep and had nightmares of you running through my mind.
But unfortunately for me you we're not the only villain in my life they were all around me.
Most tried to destroy my mind and others broke my heart.
Now I hear your words echoing through my mind like a song on replay.
It Causes flashbacks and panic attacks and outbursts that I cannot stop.
I cry and Shout and rhyme about everyone that tried to take me down.
Now I'm dealing with my issues as my doctor has got me on meds to keep me right in the head
So it's not my fault that my nerves are bad.
it's not my fault that my heart is sad.
it's not my fault that my mind is full of cracks.
it's not my fault that I was born in this world of pain
I tried to fight the demons within but it's like trying to hit a ghost that turns into smoke and reappear
But I'll keep fighting until God calls me home in spite of the abuse I endured ill try to stay strong
And not let the anger inside of me destroy the peace that my life can be.
so stop the bullying it doesn't make you tough it just makes you a punk who's out of luck. Poem by Shelby Kathleen Nightingale
Written by
Shelby Mccrary
29/F/Lake city FL 32024
(29/F/Lake city FL 32024)
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