the last embrace i have felt has left me adrift
i can feel nothing
my mind reeling at the thought of it
it revokes my consciousness
i am frozen longing for more
knowing it will never come
soon the warmth will end
i try to forget and move forward
yearning for more of what leads me to destruction
but I'm caught in my own delusion only wanting what the heart desires
and never what the brain knows
i am lost