I listen to sad music
It eases this pain deep with in me
One is the longing to be held
Loved adored
Needing to feel more
I tell no one exactly how I feel
Except God
because his the only one
who keeps it real
Plus my words will not be taken out of context  
Nor used against me
I hurt a different type of hurt
I hide it in this poem
Hoping someone feels me
Or wont feel me at all
But its a remedy that eases me