Mind is full
With a constant reminder of you
Forever alone
Wondering why
I could never get this right
Passion shot  me in the back
Forever traumatized me
And don't know
if I  could get my face off the ground
And I blame my overthinking ***
For driving you away
And yet I think about you everyday
And I reap what sow
And hurt like no body will ever know
But I am quiet
and trying to keep my composure
And accept things as they are
So I can move forward
And not repeat the same mistakes
And May I learn  to love again