This rap and Poetry thing makes no sense
Y'all like something I wrote
But if I write something that I cope
Then try to make it sound dope
I'm trying too hard
Give up
I'm not getting that far
Gasp for air when I spit fast
Staying up for days when I get mad
Can't be around when I get sad
At the time I had a fragile bubble
Cause when you pop it
I black out waking up founding out i'm in such trouble
Phone ring
Hearing my parents say i'm on the double
So as they Push the throttle
I Grab the bottle
Acting like a i'm drunk when i'm stuck in sorrow  
But I realize that the bottles empty
Where did it go
Did I drink it swiftly
How many cells did I **** up in me
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The world that I see man its gone and vanish
Woke up in this land with no eyes attended
I don't wanna speak cause I'm so offended
Hearing people walking trying dis my sentence
So I cut my ears made me fully senseless
Cause next it was my tongue and nerves
Do finally get this?
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No feeling