XXV

Please,
don’t leave me.
You are the first friendly face
and the first to look me in the eye
for what seems like a lifetime.
Your warm blanket is my savior.

Don’t ask what happened.
Should I know, more so than
the others?
I saw what I saw.
My friends haven’t been found,
my family is dead.
Everything I ever knew is now
lost-
Don’t ask me how I feel.

No, this blood
isn’t mine.
My body is fine.

Yes, coffee sounds good.
And some *****,
if you’ve got it.

Anything to wash away
what I’ve seen
because it feels too real,
you know?