I am selfish
for wanting you, when you want her
For hoping that she does not want you
And you will come crawling back to me

For hoping that one day,
You will see that I want you
More than anyone else
In this broken world

But i know
She wants you just as much as i do
And that you will go to her
Because she is better than me
In every way

And i cannot help but be jealous
That she gets you,
And i don’t.