They say forest fires are good for growth and that floods provide nutrients storms unearth old seed and spread topsoil So I am unconcerned with how you weathered me because I chose to set up camp beneath the hill, on the mountainside At sea level, I dug my calves into the mud and braced for impact there is a difference in me and them, in how they handle the wind-- you're right , my heart still races with pikes peak looming behind antlers But I will still listen to Garrett Hedlund and cry, unperturbed that I am still alive and feeling even if you are no longer here, watching me sleep whispering of course, Of course pretty girl-- I will still tell people that is my favorite thing to be called