And so, here I am again
Self assessing
Deconstructing before

Getting the lines right on the self portrait
The colours, muscles and motion
And more importantly the mechanisms
Are clearer

When I remember what's important
My eyes aren't weighed down with disaster
Just contemplative with perspective in mind
It's okay that certain things aren't there just yet

I know ******* myself has been my normal
And the tangled ropes still need to be untied
I know my biology is challenging
And certain truths will always stay true

But thankfully, I can reassure you
The people who deserve echoing of smiles
I know my target is the framework
I know the paradox of the problem that isn't a problem
And I know that compassion creates motion more than anything else

To my wing men, don't push me to fly into those strange eyes
If I feel I can I will
To my observers, don't presume my challenges
I'm often a few moves ahead of you
And to my worried
Don't fear for my happiness
I'm doing too well not to be grateful