Tired of listening A scream couldn't penetrate my eardrums Energized to escape A whisper to myself is all I can take
As I walk down the hallway The winding route that leads to the end of the suffering For some reason I no longer feel okay As I rush back to the embrace of her The one who continuously murders
As I turn back down the hallway It becomes dimmer with every step The red carpet lining the ground that was leading to the right and the sane Turns into blood colored fabric leading to the fights and the pain
I have finite lives As each is erased, another gray hair grows upon my face The stress of every day life in this place Cupid's arrows have everlasting poisonous taste
As she walks through the main door of the atrium The room that keeps controlling me Her face is possessed with a repulsive grim grin As if we were competing, and all she ever did was win
She has almost owned me But through my blurry vision I can see that hallway One last chance to escape and be free To the beautiful future that I dream and foresee
As she gets distracted in the kitchen Where she cooks up another recipe ridden With synthetic food that strips everything the heart has given I am presented the opportunity to escape this life in my own prison
I make a run for the hallway, that glowing passage is all I can see And as I stumble so frantically The sheer panic collapses me to my knees But then I see a light that personifies a future happy version of me
In the middle of this daydream That is a vibrant blissful epiphany I turn to see her chasing me so desperately The fraction of gold left in my heart boosts me to a speed that she can never supersede I finally leave
I left her looking so ugly and deathly And buried her away in my past indefinitely Never allowing her to rise from her grave And never again dictate how I behave I feel like a new human being I feel like a human being.
The woman in this poem reflects the type of feelings that are negative, often false, and control the emotions of those with golden hearts. Every time one let's these thoughts invade, the golden heart slowly corrodes until it is nothing but a damaged mineral. Can one escape this deathly process?