You love me
You hate me
I speak the truth
Yet lie, knowing you never knew
I am the one who pretends not to care
And laughs at the jokes that are my reality (what's really there)
They think I'm pretty
They think I'm smart
The strife in my life is they don't even know me
Read my story
Take a look
Picture book.... (a piece of art)
No photos of me
because all I see is the inside and it's ugly
I had something..... (I'm a mess)
Now it's gone
Can't help but feel like a pawn
My heart was already broken
Lost touch with my soul (I've gone numb)
Forced out smiles
Actress play pretend... (play dumb)
No pain will surface
Burry it in the earth or let the scars be cremated (I should've never been created)
All that I am
All that I'll ever be
Is spilled ink. (I'm on the pages)