I am an exothermic reaction waiting for a catalyst, every additional substance increases the number of microstates. I’ve seen iron bind to hemes and tried to stop it drip into cracks. It’s even hard to let go of tears. I fuss over cells when what matters are organs. Sometimes a heartbeat is just a beat, increased by hormones in your head and I like to close my eyes and listen to science confirming emotions and try to quantify art.