Walking up to the big beautiful house. a mansion of sorts. Open the door, revel in the amazing novelties in each room. The bookshelf. The big piano. The grand staircase. The host tells her to head up to her quarters. Up the stairs she floats her head in a daze from the extravagance surrounding her. Into the room that could fit a barn, she gazes around. Her eyes glance over the desk the armoire the windows with a view the doors to the bathroom finally, the giant bed. white sheets white pillows white blankets pure, fine, snowy. Her legs blur and she bounds into the bed. As she snuggles in, her heart drops. She hates it here. She wants to leave. The door locks behind her. She calls for the host. Screams to be released. Demands to leave the beast. But the beast will never leave. He begins to come alive. She sees a kitchen knife. Suddenly, she, herself, is the enemy. The beast tells her what to do. get the legs, the arms, ribs and face, too. Her body drains, every second is another pint. Her breath smells of blood Her hair matted, but She finally finds peace. She remembers how she loves the beast. But no. She can't stay. What of her friends? She can't leave the devastation behind. These lives are more than a tweak of the spine. Her ****** knees shake Her gashed elbows tremble They need me! They need me! It's not this simple! As I awake from this dream I know what I need. I feel my heart beat as even my eyes bleed.