What if happiness is a false hope we give ourselves to help us cope with the pain that is life? What if love is a lie that we are told in childhood to protect us from the truth? What if friendship is a game we play with other people's feelings to stop ourselves from feeling alone? What if your subconscious is a drug used to numb all the bad thoughts that make your brain feel miserable? What if we are all damaged beyond repair but are too afraid to face to the truth? What if life is an exhausting cycle that is on repeat? What if there are no tears left to help you release the pain? What if laughter is an alternative to crying? What if memories are fabricated lies to persuade us that we are loved? What if my mind is just starting to realise that it's ****** up so much there is no returning?