The neglect of others had torn her apart to the point where she had stuffed her bullet holes with paper towels that filled with blood the wounds would open again But that did not stop her No it didn't stop how she wrote about love and depression hiding behind the closed door of her broken home at two in the morning She stared at the ceiling there were blood stains mold surrounding the holes in the walls Still she fell in love she had hope she believed in a better life with every **** thing she had in her And it broke her