Floating in a world destined to be neatly labeled and stacked on shelves in the back of the pantry, settled in nice and snug, Im the awkwardly shaped fruit that you cant cut and seal. I stick into fingers like diabetic pin needles and make blood bloom on your hands when you try to sort me. If you get past my rough exterior I have a hard shell that cannot be cracked simply, you wont get through that easily. My structure refuses to bend and break at the touch of those who find love only in words on fragile pages dictated by men with silver tongues and false embraces. I am the fruit that was bitten into by Eve on that fateful day from the forbidden tree, sexuality. I am not so easily stored into nice compartments, brand new tupperware arrangments that find a home in the cold confines of your refrigerator. I cannot stand the cold or the dust of your kitchen appliances or cupboards, I cannot sit quietly with the tucked in things, the organized, and mantained items. My juices, when open, stain and drench all surroundings despite the care you take in handling and I will ruin your precious dress. I am volatile, I am awkward, I am beautiful, I am inconvenient, I am art. I am the awkwardly shaped fruit that you cant cut and seal. I am real.