Cursing and swearing just got me in trouble. Sitting there on the toilet blowing bubbles. Yeah I never really learned from soap. Until one day I lost all my glee and hope. My mother was being rude to my sis. I swear I'll never forget this. She was trying to force feed her *** roast. But Lacey dislikes meat at the very most. So I yelled at my mom calling her a bad name. After that things just weren't the same. All I remember of that tragic day. Was being pinned to the floor to pay. A bar of Ivory was shoved in and out. I could here my sister cry and shout. Mom told me to start chewing it all up. Well that's what happened sure enough. I was gagging I felt so dead. What was going through my moms head? Abuse!