I am a little bit strange.
I may even be a bit insane.
But somethings keeps me going inside.
Something makes me wish I wouldn't of died.
I am a little bit far from reality.
Really look at me and you can see.
Now it's cold, dark almost all the time.
I wish I knew how to unwind.
I may fall short of a winner everytime.
And living was a punishment for all my crime.
I didn't think it would be sin to be born.
I didn't ask, now my life's torn.
Im crashing into waves of darkness.
It's the only thing I can possibly harness.
I know now of all my wrongs and it's to late.
I wish there was someone out there to relate.
It's ok though, I'll just sit here and fade.
Please realize I never had it made.
And no matter how much I constantly tried.
I was left alone sad and lost only to cry.