My depression is greater than ever. These sad lonely wrist I will sever. I'm turning into someone I don't want to be. everyone complains but no one is helping me. I'm to gone and locked deep into myself. Often wondering about this mental health. I am not stable I am lost and sad. I'm at the point, I have given all I had. So if your not going to be here for me. Than there's no time to wait and see. Because I'm dying and I have no time left. Before I finally lay to rest. I often wondered if you cared. Because those feelings were not shared. It's not only you that I have died. It's not only you that made me cry. It was life it self, that's for sure. Now everything is sad and hateful blur. I'm sorry that I left you all and died. This grieving process drove me to suicide.