I do not deserve this judgement,
I have done nothing wrong.
I have not sinned against you,
All i have done,
I did of my own will.

My own will,
It comes about not from Lucifer,
But from my own observation,
My own sloth,
My own greed,
My own vanity.

It is my decisions which I have made in my own life,
Why then does it hurt you of all people?

If my life is about to dwindle down the drain,
Watch on and if you want to, help me,
Otherwise just watch.

Who are you to save me then?
When you could not even save yourself
As the chance came along.

Instead you be a hypocrite and tell me naught from right,
Then you criticize me and nag at me for doing things my way.

Blame yourself then,
For why you did what you did to me..

I will not blame you.

I will not blame anybody.

this is my will
and my way of life.