Hoping that sometime soon I'll be complacent , Enough to let you attach to me like a flea market bracelet and once. You catch hold it's hard to shake free, As if in some way, you become a part of me . A part of me I could do without, unwelcome , unwanted no doubt. Unavoidable.
But there you are, patient.
And now you see me.
You see me become a lesser version. A conversion , of what I used to be before your latest attempt at aspersion. Reborn?Β Β Right? As a new and un-improved apparition of YOUR view.
We battle though don't we. We fight daily. About what you're trying to make me. And You can't quite grip that i have something I don't take lightly. I have more to fight for, than you could ever imagine. Never thought there would be four. Did you? :)
So. You sit there patient.
Chipping away at the parts of me available. Very much breakable. But I don't need them. What is available from me mentally or physically I do not need. Anything you may break or batter. You are welcome to because I have things that DO matter. Untouchable.
So I sit here patient.
Waiting for our next show. And we both know I will see you. I'll be waiting.