You see...

You're confusing.

And I don't mean in the sense of
When you start to stutter when you're excited
Or talk so much that you don't breathe
But I'm talking about those deep feelings I think you have for me

And you can deny it all you want
You can say what you will
But I just think it sad that
You don't go after how you feel

Because as much as I'm stuck in the game
You're stuck with me as well
Slowly entering the double edge sword
Only time can tell

But I can't help but to feel some euphoria
From it slowly piercing our backs
Like when you held my hand so sweetly
I didn't know you weren't gonna take it back

But I found it funny when
As soon as the light came around the corner
Your hand quickly dropped down by its side
Leaving mine to drift away like the ocean

And just like the ocean our romance was wavy
You claimed that you weren't staring at me
In the way I occasionally stared at you
But I know you often played this game

So

as time went on I slowly started to fade
Not the impeccable bond between us,
But the romance that had once occurred
One day just, blew away

And from then on we still laughed and joked
Talking about ******* and hoes
Still slightly judging each other's flaws
But never to the point we're our love swayed

However there came a point where I found new love
And the moment I did I shouted with glee
You were the first human I told
Because you've always been my key

The key that always fit my lock
But now it's slightly broken
I couldn't tell why you couldnt unlock me anymore
Tried unlock it with a token

But the reality of it was that we just didn't fit
The masked feelings were now washed away
Into the abyss where all things go
When one starts to fade

And as time passed you were forced to stay
By the sidelines as you watched me smile
Into the arms of another, trying to fake
Your expressions of my engagement lifestyle

Now you're here sitting with regret at my wedding
Putting on that plastic smile for me
And just think, this could of all been avoided
With the simple words: