I had this grandiose idea
That you were still this horrible thing
This addiction

I had this grandiose idea
That you would come back home,
Destroy me

I think I might have hoped for it
To make it easier to say goodbye to you
Again

But you came and went
And now I am sure about you
And I miss you

You're no longer an addiction
You no longer poison me
And I miss you

I had this grandiose idea
That you wouldn't leave
And I miss you