I ****** up again, didn't I?
The thing I fear the most arrives anytime,
Now I lost everything,
no I won't cry,
I will be a man and take the fight,
I'm sorry to everyone that I've ever hurt,
If you haven't met me it would be all good,
I know I will be the one burning in hell,
I'm sorry, I feel a little bit insane,
It's just the way I am,
It won't change anything but I wasn't like this from the start,
It's just the world that tore me apart,
The people,
The sorrow,
Regrets of what I will do tomorrow,
I feel like it would be best,
If I went away,
left everyone to rest,
So don't call the cops when I will lose my last fight,
Catching for the last breath, bleeding with noone aside,
I will be grateful if you will look away,
Remembering me the best way you can.